and it's not that i always do... i'm quite bad in alot of things. in fact i'm a terrible athlete ( except when it comes to dancing and martial arts), i'm a terrible singer, i'm a terrible speller and have horrible hand writing.
but the things i want, i get... and *shrug* i guess i just have to learn that i wont always get what i want.
i understand that, logically
but i dont like it!